Undeniable Desire

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All summer, I found myself going over to John’s apartment now and then, using the thought that he might give me the car. He never pressure me or even suggest that we have sex, which put me more at ease, but I think subconsciously I wished he would, because I think I wanted to have sex with him again.

It was nice to go over there and hang out, even if it was only for a short time, but now my summer vacation slowly slipping away. I started to worry I think that I was leaving myself open to be obligated to have sex with him and maybe I think in a way I was hoping he’d make a move and ask me. However, I feel he wanted me to suggest it so he’d know I wanted to do it.

The subconscious want to have sex with him again I think had manifested itself in my want for the car, because I had been thinking about having sex with him again, even fantasized about it, but I knew that if John even hinted at giving me the car, I would still have hesitated.

I continued to be conflicted, thinking it was wrong to be doing, and I eventually stopped going over to his apartment, because I was worried about what I would do if he suggested it,

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understanding that I would have to do it again. however, I really felt that deep down, it was the feel of him in me that I wanted. Maybe it was because he had paid so much attention to me or because he was the first person that I had sex with, in anyway, it didn’t take long before I had made a decision to go over to his apartment again to see if I could do it.

The next day, I went up to the game room to see if John was there, wanting to show him I was still interested. As soon as I entered the game room and looked around, there he was. He was chatting up a younger guy, but when he saw me, he quickly moved over to where was and smiling asked how I was doing and then said, “You haven’t been coming around lately.”

I simply told him that I had been busy and he seemed to understand, and suggested that I should come over sometime. I was hesitant but eventually agreed. He was visibly excited but when he asked me when I was thinking about coming over, I became nervous and didn’t reply right away.

John quickly said “Want to go over there now,” and continued by saying, “We can drive over there.”

I was so nervous, “I couldn’t do it,” I thought, but he eventually convinced me it would be okay, and we left.

Along the way, we didn’t really talk much I was so nervous, but he try to break the tension by asking if I wanted to stop and get something to eat. Nervously, I simply said, “No, I’m okay,” and as he put his hand on the seat next to me, he said, “I’m glad you still like hanging out.”

Glancing over at him, he was smiling and I thought, “Is this what I want?”

Eventually we pulled into his apartment complex and as we parked, and got out of the car, I looked around, he hurried us inside. As I stepped inside, and John closed the door behind us, I froze for a moment feeling trapped, but when John said, “Go ahead and have a seat,” he directed me over to the couch.

As I headed toward the couch and as I sat down, John had followed me and sat on the couch near me but not real close. We talked about stuff, nothing in particular and as we laughed, I started to feel more and more comfortable about being there.

When our conversation lulled, John said, “I’m really glad you wanted to come over again,” and reached over, touching my leg.

It made me a little nervous, realizing he might be looking for a way to get me to have sex with him again. Looking at him, he inched closer and I felt he might ask me, but he now hesitated. As we continued to look at each other, he patted my leg and smiling said, “Hey, why don’t I show you the apartment real quick.”

Nodding my head and smiling, John quickly stood up, and ushered me over to the kitchen area. It was right off the living room, and as I followed him, he turned and said, “Come on.”

As he walked us toward what I suspected was the bedroom, I nervously followed him. It was dark as we went in and as I moved further into the room, he closed the door, which caused me to turn. He walked toward me and as he got close, he put his hands on my shoulders and said, “Don’t be nervous,” as we looked at each other.

After a brief pause, he leaned into me, and attempted to give me a kiss. I was scared and so I turned my head to the side. John simply kissed me on the cheek, but then grabbed my chin, and as he gently turned my head to face him, he told me to close my eyes. As I closed the , he kissed me on the lips, which made winced, and pull away slightly.

Looking at him in shock, he said, “I have wanted to be with you again,” and then said, “I think maybe you feel the same way.”

I was scared and not knowing what to say, he again told me to close my eyes, and after kissing me again he asked if I was okay. Opening my eyes, I nodded, which made him smile. He again kissed but this time he pushed his tongue in my mouth, which made me pull away a little. At first I was hesitant but found myself wanting to put my tongue in his mouth too. As I did, John turned his head, his tongue deeper into my mouth as we kissed.

John grabbed at my crotch fondling my cock through my shorts and I’m sure he could feel I had a hard on. We eventually stopped kissing, and when we did, John asked, “Are you okay?”

I was apprehensive but smiling I nodded. He then tried to take off my shirt and as I helped him take it over my head, he quickly tried to unbutton my shorts. I was in deep now and as my shorts fell to the floor, I casually kicked them aside. Looking at him, he smiled and the. kissed me again.

John then stepped back a little, took off his shirt and pants, and as we stood there, he stepped closer again and started feeling on my cock through my boxers. As he continued to feel on my cock, he knelt down. I knew what he wanted and as he pulled down my boxers and my cock flopped out, he immediately put my cock in his mouth as he continued to fondle it and feel on my balls.

It felt so good but John now stood up. As I watched him take off his boxers, I couldn’t help but looked down. I wanting to see he cock and as I stared he put his hands on my shoulders. His cock was dark brown and he had dark curly hair, and even though he wasn’t hard, it looked big.

I want to reach out and touch it, and as I looked at him, he smiled and then pushed me down until I was on my knees. His cock was getting hard now as he held it out rubbing it, I again looked up at him. I was hesitant but I think he knew I want to feel it and as he continued to hold his cock out toward my face he said, “Go ahead.”

I looked down at him rubbing his cock, and eventually took hold of it. He then put his hand on mine, and guided me to start rubbing it saying, “Yea, that’s it.”

I tried to concentrate on jerking him off but then he took hold of the back of my head and as he pulled my me toward him, it caused me to look up. I was scared and as we looked at each other John said, “Close your eyes.”

As I looked down at his cock, and closed my eyes, John pushed the head of his cock against my lips. Pulling away, I looked up at him. John again said, “Close your eyes.”

Closing my eyes, he said, “Open your mouth.”

I closed my eyes tight now and as I felt him put his cock against my lips, I opened my mouth, allowing John to put it in my mouth. I was scared, all I could think was he’s going to cum in my mouth. He then gradually started to move it in and out of my mouth, fucking my mouth.

I continued to be scared but he didn’t do it long and eventually he pulled away, letting his cock slip out of my mouth. As he pulled me to my feet, he said, “I’ve wanted to be in you again.”

Smiling I thought, “ I wanted to feel it again too,” but I was still nervous.

He suddenly turned me around so I was facing the bed, and as he pushed me toward the bed. Pushing on my back now, I put my hands on the bed as he made me bend over the edge. I put my hands on the bed. Pushing me forward, he started rubbing my ass, and spreading my ass cheeks, exposing my tight little hole.

I wanted it and when he rubbed his cock against my hole, I knew what was coming. John now told me to get on the bed and as I did, he climbed on with me. As I got in position for him on all fours, he said, “No, lay on your side.”

I was confused but as I laid down on my side, he got right behind me, pushing his cock in my crack. As he dry hump my ass, and he spread my ass cheeks, I wanted him in me. Pushing back trying to show him I was ready, John leaned forward and as I watched him grab some lube off the nightstand, I wanted to feel his cock going in me.

John put some KY on my hole, and as I pushed back, he spread my ass a little and pushed his finger in me. It felt good, but then he started to rub the head of his cock against my hole, and told me to relax. I eagerly pushed back, wanting him to put it in me, wanting to feel the pain of his cock going in me.

He quickly obliged, pushing my back forward as he started to push into me. I tried to relax, allowing his cock slip in, but it started to hurt. I pulled away a little and said, “Go slow, okay.”

I wanted him in me and so I pushed back and relaxing, let it in. He was in me and as he continued to push into me, he reached around me and took hold of my cock and asked me how I was doing. Even though it continued to hurt, I told him I was okay and as he let go of my cock now, he slowly started to fuck me.

It felt good, and I wanted to feel him cum in me. I tried to move back and forth helping him fuck me, and his cock did slip out a few times, but the feeling him put it back in was such a turn on. It felt good as he fucked me as we laid on our side and then suddenly he stopped, took his cock out of me and pushed me to lay on my back. “What was he doing,” I though.

John then a pillow under my ass, raising me up a little, and as John moved in front of me, he started to fondle my cock, as he positioned himself between my legs. John now lift my legs, and told me to put them on his shoulders. Smiling as he put my legs on his shoulder, I watched as he leaned into me and pushed his cock into me again. It hurt and ended up pulling away a little. John told me again to relax and as he pushed further into me, he leaned forward and kissed me.

He immediately started to fuck me hard and fast; it hurt and as my legs slipped off his shoulder, he leaned forward as he fucked me. He was soon breathing hard and as he grabbed my thighs continuing to fuck me, I knew he wanted to cum. I wanted to feel him cum too and when he leaned forward and said, “I’m going to cum.”

He gave a few quick thrust as we kissed and then pushed into me and held me close. He was cumming and I could again feel his cock jerking inside me. John leaned back and as he again moved in and out, I could feel his cum started to seep out of me. He was done and as he leaned forward again and kissed me he said, “That felt so good.”

John slowly leaned back now and as he rose up, his cock slip out of me. Looking down, I watched as he squeezed a small amount of cum out onto my cock. John now lifted my legs wanting to see his cum leaking out of my ass and as he fingered my ass I felt cum and KY leak out of me.

John was out of breath, and as he moved from between my legs and laid on his side he pulled the pillow out from under me and pulled me to rolled on my side facing him. He gently felt on my chest and my stomach, eventually taking hold of my cock. A feeling of shame came over me and I started to regret letting him fuck me, but as he kissed me on the cheek, I smiled.

I could still feel his cum seep out of me, and so I tried to keep my ass cheeks squeezed together, desperately trying to hold it in. John I think knew there was something wrong and when he asked me how is was doing, I immediately told him I needed to go use the bathroom.

John slid off the bed and as soon as I got off the bed and started walking, cum and KY was seeping out and running down the inside of my thighs. I tried to keep my ass as tight as I could as I hurried into the bathroom. A feeling of embarrassment came over me as I sat there for a second, but quickly gathered my emotions, knowing he was waiting.

It was dark now, but I could see John was under the cover waiting for me, and as I approached the bed he smiled and said, “Come on,” as he threw open the covers, inviting me to get into bed with him.

I hesitated but smiled and got in bed with him. John pulled me close, and asked if I was okay. I quickly said I was okay and as I did, he started fondling my cock, eventually stroking me. It felt good but I wanted to leave and as he continued to give me a handjob under the covers, he kissed me.

I thought that maybe if I cum he’d let me leave and so I tried to cum for him. I think he knew I was uncomfortable and after kissing me he pushed me to lay on my back. Casting the covers back, he sat up, and continued to give me a handjob. I tried to concentrate, wanting to cum and when I closed my eyes he said, “Cum for me, let me see you cum.”

John now leaned down and put his mouth on my cock as he kept stroking me; I was close, it felt good. He again said, “Cum for me.”

I started to buck my hips, trying to fuck his mouth, and when I told him I was going to cum. He stopped sucking my cock and concentrated on stroking me, as I continued to buck my hips and then cum shot on my stomach.

He continued to slowly stroked my cock as cum spilled out onto my stomach. It felt good and looking down at the cum on my stomach, John said, “Yea, that’s it.”

I could see his hand and my cock was covered with cum and as John eventually stopped, he gently ran his fingers through the cum on my stomach.

John now looked at me and smiling asked, “Have you tasted your cum before?”

I had wanted to but never got up the nerve to try, and so I looked at him and shock my head no. John then reached his hand up and touching his fingers to my lips, he had me lick some of the cum off his fingers.

It tasted salty and as he put his fingers in my mouth, I ended up swallowing some. I winced a little and as I looked at John he remarked,”That was a lot,” and then asked me, “Did you like that?”

I felt a little embarrassed but nodded and said, “Yea, that felt good.”

John smiled at me and then went down to licked the cum off my cock and some off my stomach. I couldn’t believe it and as I watched, he moved up. As he opened his mouth, and showed me all the cum he said in a muted voice, open your mouth.”

I was reluctant but as he leaned into me, I closed my eyes as he kiss me. John then stuck his tongue in my mouth, and as I responded by pushing my tongue into his, my mouth opened, which immediately let cum pour into my mouth. I tried to lean up, I didn’t want to do it, but he kept his tongue in my mouth, which eventually made me swallow it. I cringed, it was such a turn off and as we laid there I thought to myself, “I want to leave,” but how.

It was getting late and eventually I told John that I needed to go. He again tried to convince me to stay but that feeling of being with another guy took over; I had to go.

As I started to get dressed to leave, John said, “I hope you’ll come over again sometime.”

I didn’t say anything and as I walked toward the front door and opened it, John grabbed my hand, stopping me. Turning, our eyes met and he said, “Maybe next time you can stay the night.”

I simply nodding, I quickly headed home. I did want to spend the night with him, just not now, and later when I laid there in my bed thinking about what had happened, I realized that I had a nice time even though my emotions got the better of me.

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